
As I'm sitting in the train I'm just reminiscing on these four simple words; God, I miss you. I seriously do and I don't even know why because I know You're here with me, every single day.
I was just thinking this morning about the first time I fell in love with You. The first time I encountered and felt Your presence. I thought about that time and my skin shivered. I had a grin on my face.. maybe more of a smile because I felt that moment of happiness again for a little while. I haven't done many good things but I'm confident and proud enough to say that falling in love with You was the best thing I've ever done. And yes, I'm fully aware of my actions towards You. I know I'm not always faithful. I know I'm letting You down on a daily basis. I know I'm not perfect.. but I also know that Your grace is big enough to cover my flaws.
Today I choose to fall in love with You all over again. Back to how it was for the first time.